I've discovered that these fat pants I've been wearing can now be pulled over my hips and ass without being unbuttoned or unzipped.
Yay!
Still not sure if I should try out some older pants... I hate the feeling of failure. I might just wear these another week until I'm at 180 lbs...
Friday, December 11, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
GW 1
Goal weight 1 reached!
I weighed in yesterday at 184! That's only 4lbs until my next goal weight - when I will allow myself to try on pants that I haven't been able to fit into in over a year!
I'm pretty sure I was 180 when I wore them last... I'm not 100% sure. I hope so.
My monstrous size 16 pants that I'm so embarrassed of are baggy & look even worse than when they fit. :) Hopefully, I'll be able to fit into those pants in the next couple of weeks, and never ever have to wear these things again.
Instead of buying skivvies as my reward for reaching 185 lbs, I had to buy costuming for this weekend's show. That's fine, though. I ended up with a SUPER cute pair of shoes. :)
Onward & downward!
I weighed in yesterday at 184! That's only 4lbs until my next goal weight - when I will allow myself to try on pants that I haven't been able to fit into in over a year!
I'm pretty sure I was 180 when I wore them last... I'm not 100% sure. I hope so.
My monstrous size 16 pants that I'm so embarrassed of are baggy & look even worse than when they fit. :) Hopefully, I'll be able to fit into those pants in the next couple of weeks, and never ever have to wear these things again.
Instead of buying skivvies as my reward for reaching 185 lbs, I had to buy costuming for this weekend's show. That's fine, though. I ended up with a SUPER cute pair of shoes. :)
Onward & downward!
Friday, December 4, 2009
Tick
I feel fat & bloated & full of blood, like a freshly-fed tick.
Don't let me near a scale.
I've just eaten TWO cups of rice w/ flax oil & soy sauce.
I'm fasting for 2 days on cranberry juice.
Fuck this body.
I ate too much at this party last night. I don't even LIKE sweets, but PMS gets me every month. She's a BITCH.
Don't let me near a scale.
I've just eaten TWO cups of rice w/ flax oil & soy sauce.
I'm fasting for 2 days on cranberry juice.
Fuck this body.
I ate too much at this party last night. I don't even LIKE sweets, but PMS gets me every month. She's a BITCH.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
You Won't Believe It
I can barely believe it.
Despite:
1. Eating like a fat pig for 4 days
2. Not exercising for 4 days
3. Being about to start my period
I didn't gain one OUNCE. Still at 186 lbs.
Heck, I'll take it!
So. To date, I've lost 16 lbs. I'll measure myself tonight. During the month of November, I've lost 7 lbs.
I'm shooting for 10 during December.
Also, the Fat Flush is going to be a bust for me. I'm vegan, and it requires me to eat meat. What a pisser. I'm going to try to employ some of the methods, though, such as drinking diluted cranberry juice during the day & taking 2 tablespoons of flax oil a day. Hopefully, that will speed up the weight loss a bit.
Addendum - I just realized that, drinking this diluted cranberry juice, I haven't eaten anything since breakfast. Nor have I been hungry.
Sweet.
Despite:
1. Eating like a fat pig for 4 days
2. Not exercising for 4 days
3. Being about to start my period
I didn't gain one OUNCE. Still at 186 lbs.
Heck, I'll take it!
So. To date, I've lost 16 lbs. I'll measure myself tonight. During the month of November, I've lost 7 lbs.
I'm shooting for 10 during December.
Also, the Fat Flush is going to be a bust for me. I'm vegan, and it requires me to eat meat. What a pisser. I'm going to try to employ some of the methods, though, such as drinking diluted cranberry juice during the day & taking 2 tablespoons of flax oil a day. Hopefully, that will speed up the weight loss a bit.
Addendum - I just realized that, drinking this diluted cranberry juice, I haven't eaten anything since breakfast. Nor have I been hungry.
Sweet.
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